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Daniel had his visit on Friday at the Cardio Doctor. They could not see anything wrong with his heart so the Open Oval Window he had that was first potted over a year ago has closed. His heart murmur, is innocent. Most likely he will grow out of it as he ages. So, fo now we are so happy. In the doctors words, hes "perfectly perfect". He still has some choking problems, but now, he attempts to resolve it on his own, trying to get it down. And he has. We havent had to help him with our fingers or a pat on the back in a while. We used the numby that the pedi- doctor reccomended. He only likes apples in it. We still kind of stress out when we go out for dinner wondering what they have that he can eat. But there always seems to be something. I started giving him cottage cheese, he loves it. David loves it as well, but Im not to fond of it. Well Daniels down for a nap, and I need a shower. Happy Valentines day!

One year passes, what a change

Well on February 5th will be a year since our last pregnancy ended. We lost our conjoined twin girls Hope & Faith. It was on this day we made our decision on adoption. Its wasn't a hard choice, it brought us through our own journey, that is ours alone to this little cutie. My fear of never having my own family is long gone. I am now a mother, to a child that is alive and thriving. He depends on David and I and we both could not have been more happier with our choice one year ago, in the hospital. I know I have hear this phrase a zillion time " happens for a reason". Well now I can be at peace with why our losses happened. But as each dreadful year passes. I can have validation with Daniel here. Because each year he will be growing and doing things, making his mark in our lives that we are forever grateful for. So today's post is in honor of Hope & Faith. Our little angels together with Aubrey and Ryan, keeping our family under there tiny wings. Mommy and Daddy Miss you!