Finally the good stuff!

Ok well, I have been able to collect some, not all of my thoughts today. Its almost midnight, and I'm spent. I'm afraid to sleep, like this is all a dream. I have a picture of this little man on my computer, and I stare at it. Wondering, what kind of life he has had. Whats the story with his birth parents..ect. So far. I stare at a picture of a brown eyed little man, who has a smile on his face. Looks content playing in his oversized play pen. In the back of the picture far off in the corner, their is another little boy peeking out from under a box. Just another day in an Orphanage. So I'm thinking of him, and he doesn't even know I exist. Funny how that works.

David and I are going to TRY and keep some normalcy around here. Keep focus of work and things that still have to get done around here. Like another organization weekend, more cleaning, and yard work. But the bonus is that we get to think of what we are going to bring our little guy. So of course I made another list :)

A blanket that we will sleep with so it smells like us,(and 3 wet dogs I'm sure after all this rain)
A disposable camera to leave so the caregivers care take pics if the between trips is longer then expected
Some stacking blocks, to leave and let him play with, when we first met ( no stuffed animals)
A mini photo book, of us, and his new family. ( that is going to be a big book)


Thats all I can think of now. But I did get advice to take a measuring tape with me to help with clothing. And also trace his foot to help with shoe size. Im still holding back on the shopping thing. After the last 2 pregnancy's, I will wait. Its no fun to shop for something (someone) who is not here yet!

Ok got to sleep not, cant think anymore!